Feeling defeated

Well I am feeling like the person in the picture today because of a difficult reading and getting into trouble because of they way I reacted to someone using offensive language about another person. I work for several different companies to do readings online and while I did go against the company policy I feel as if I am trying to help people and just getting it thrown back in my face. I think for most people they do not even consider the emotional side of connecting with people and the energy spent doing it. This is not what I signed up for when I agreed with spirit that I would do readings for people and try and help them. I would like to add at this point that my private clients are amazing and I would not change a single one of you. I am talking about the people who connect with me through one of the companies I work with doing readings where the person doesnt even have to give me their real name. This seems to give them a kind of false courage to be aggressive and rude, and I dont mind saying that I often get so overwhelmed by negative energy that I have sat and cried after a days work.

The reason I am writing this post today is in the hope that when you go for a reading with one of the online companies you try and remember that the person who is doing it is trying to help you and they are doing their best and they want you to come back so they are not going to be difficult with you. If they cannot tell you what you want to hear then please accept the news with good grace. It certainly is not the readers fault that they cannot tell you everything you want to hear. Sometimes there will be difficult situations that need to be moved on from and as someone on the outside I can tell you about that, and when it happens, please do not shoot the messenger.

For the most part I love my job and its an amazing privalidge to work with my guides and spirit this way but I do also get really overwhelmed and spend some of my time crying because of the energy that I pick up or the words that are spoken to me. I genuinly felt like that man in the picture this morning and thought, should I give it up and just go back to a 9 to 5 job. I am strong in spirit though and will not give up, I am working on several projects at the moment, some mini online courses and I am going to start my artwork up again once I have cleared out my spare room to work from. I am seriously thinking about doing a twitch stream and am thinking about how I could do it and make it interesting enough for people to come back to and watch me regularly. I have so many ideas that I could go on all day :) I am also writing a book so keep watching for some little free snippets in this blog section.

I am going to sign off for now, as I have sounded off and I hope that if you are connecting with a reader online that you will try and appreciate how difficult their job is and be more patient with them.

all my love Suzi aka WarriorChick13 xxx xxx x xxx xxx